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What should i do,to make your day?,change my life,and put yours in my way?Where my feelings fall,are all out of place taken away by your hate,and hidden by your face.When is it my time,to break through and see?broken down by your words,for what u've put upon me.Why is it me...that receives all your pain,when you've been hurt..its me that you blame.
How can i change..what's already been said,u've vanished my strenght,and left my love to be dead.
***PLAYER***
You may think u got the game,the 1 u like 2 play,but there's a reason we ain't together,here's why i ain't gonna stay.You tought that u had everything,thinking u had me,but there are things i didn't tell you,things u did not see.OK,you played me,but i played you too,i've mess around,u had no clue.You think u are the only one,who knows how to play that game,but it is obvious that u were wrong,because i did the same.So if u think you're such a good player,u need to think again,it's not just u that can play that game,its proven that anyone can.!!!
*Porque Ya No Lo Amo*
1)Porque cuando mas lo necesitaba cruelmente me hizo comprender que ya no me moria por el
pues de mi lado se alejaba.
2)Porque en mi solo un escape veia e importancia no me daba por eso y mucho mas me di cuenta que ya no lo amaba.
3)Porque solo fui una aventura para el un jugete del monton y asi fue desgarrando mi corazon
mientras sentia placer.
4)Porque se iba por un tiempo y repentinamente regresaba cuando menos me acordaba retornaba como el viento.
Hoy solo siento tristeza lo veo como un amigo mas y nisiquiera de esa forma pues a un amigo se le quiere.*EL* lastima me da.!
*No Me Mereces*
Hoy llegas a mi vida pidiendo una oportunidad,acaso te importo marcharte
y regalarme..una soledad???.Ya no tienes cabida en mi puerto del amor
busca el camino:*SALIDA*y busca la senda *ADIOS*.Yo era tu *NIÑA*recuerdas? no! yo creo se te olvido;cuando me dejastes llorando
al no valorar mi amor.Yo te ofreci un futuro lleno de lo mejor,un romance tierno y puro,una familia,un corazon.Sabes?hoy soy feliz ya tengo mi incondicional,ese hombre que sueña conmigo,ese que no,me abandona jamas!
Tu?tu ya eres olvido,nunca exististes,te conosco?
marchate ya,y nunca regreses..
el si me ama,tu? tu no me mereces.
*Excusas*
Excusas surgen siempre en nuestro camino,que impiden una felicidad completa,ya pienso que es la ley del destino que mi vida ya no se respeta.Excusas que nos alejan cada vez más,que pueden afectar cualquier relación,pero yo te aseguro que ya jamás,alguien más entrará en mi corazón.
Muchas veces me pones a pensar,y no creo que sea la única en tu vida;tienes excusas hasta para hablar,y me tienes toda confundida.No sé como yo he llegado a amarte tanto,eso te lo has ganado tú con tu forma de ser,siempre he sabido que no eres un santo,pero con todo y excusas te he llegado a querer.
Las excusas también hacen mucho daño,porque son mentiras en su mayoría,si Dios me permite durar otro año por nada del mundo de amar yo te dejaría.No tener una excusa para tí,¡que difícil te resulta!es como si ya te las quisieras inventar,quizás yo sea una tonta pero esto me asusta,porque siento que ya de mí te quieres alejar.
Si la realidad es que te quieres alejar,porque ya estas cansado;no sigas con excusas por relajar,dime la verdad y me iré de tu lado!
*It was just a game*
i fell hard and fast..Even though I knew it wouldn't last.Even though I knew you were just playing a game,and I knew you didn't feel the same.I love the way you look into my eyes,even when you're telling your lies.I know if we tried,we could be so much better than this.I can feel it in your tender kiss.
I know I can love you and give you what you need.If you could just try 'a little',we could succeed.I'm so scared that I'm ready to fall in love with you.And I want you,to fall for me too.I did everything I could for you,Now it's your turn to show me,what you can do.
*If You Ever See Him*
If you ever see him on the street,and,by chance,he nods and stops to speak.If I happened to be mentioned,please,answer this way if you are questioned.If he asks you how I am,say,'wonderful with your memory
and lonely without your arms.'If he asks you how I look,say,'beautiful,full of life.You can only see her tears when the light is right.'
If he asks you if I'm seeing someone,say,'only in her dreams.'Then look him in the eye and ask him these same things.When you're through please tell him,'she stopped looking after you.You were her dream come true.You know stars don't always stay in the sky.And a love that is so precious,should never be let by.But anyway,I'm on my way ..
I'll tell her you said *Hi*'
*Without Trust*
You always cheated,u always lied,and only apologized when i cried.I was always the one who should feel ashamed,but i will no longer care,because i know all this isn't fair.Now u're crying back for me to stay,i guess u know now how i felt,for all the times,u pushed me away.So please understand
that there's no more us,because i wont be with someone,I Know,I Cant Trust!
*Blinded By A Player's Smile*
I was blinded by his smile,I was thrown off by his words,The pretty lies he said to me,Were the cutest lies I'd heard.His eyes could see right through me,His touch could make me weak,The way he sometimes looked at me,Would sweep me off my feet.I was blinded by his smile,And I guess I couldn't see,What my friends knew all along,He was only playing me.But I just went along with it,For I thought he was the one,I didn't know it was a game,That only he had won.
Then one day I realized,That a lie was all we were,The tears rolled down my cheeks,When I saw him holding her.Now I feel like such a fool,For believing for a while,So why am I still longing for,That player's stupid smile.
*This Lie Called "Love"*
She sits at the dinner table all alone,Across her lap lies the silent phone.The candles are burning,just like her fears,As she tries to fight back knowing tears
Finally the phone starts to ring at eight,He says "I'll be at work real late".She feels her heart break into sand,But still pretends to understand.Hours go by as she stares at the moon,Praying her husband will get home soon,The tears start spilling out once again,As she cries and wonders where he's been.
At midnight he finally comes through the door,Just like a thousand times before.She stares at the lipstick on his cheek,Her heart breaks yet she doesn't speak.Instead they give a kiss goodnight,As she tells herself they'll be alright.Trying to ignore what she's scared of Living in this lie called "love"
*Laughing Through Tears*
I smile every single day,I'm happy in each photograph,They all think that I'm okay,They don't see through my fake laugh.They don't see me when I cry
For it is something that I hide,They don't see tears in my eye,When I'm breaking down inside.You'd think that after all this time,It's something they would see,That they'd look in these eyes of mine,And see the pain in me
Instead I'm laughing everday,Like there's no pain at all,For if I laugh then they won't see,The hidden tears that fall.
*The Player*
He'll meet you and sweep you off of your feet,He's nice and he's funny,so cute and so sweet.He does all the things that you love to do.He's the perfect guy,the one of your dreams.You belong together,or so it seems!He looks in your eyes,and plays with your hair.He tells you that he'll always be there,His touch is so soft,his hold is so tight.
His words are so soothing,his kiss is just right!You ditch all your friends for your new obsession,You don't realize your future is full of depression;you think that you love him,you give him your heart.Little do you know that he'll tear it apart,You do what he wants,you know its not good,You told him slow down,and you think he understood.You let it slide by,he's just having fun.You'll learn to like it as time goes on!.He's taken your heart and locked it away,And you see him with a different girl the next day
You cry and you grieve,but then you forgive,He won't do it again for as long as he lives!At this point you've fallen into his trap.He has all control when you're in his lap.You believe he's sorry,you're together again.You give him a chance,he's your only friend!You're right where he wants you,he molds you like clay,And you see him with girl number 3 the next day.He got what he wanted,accomplished his goal.He still has your heart,which he evilly stole!.He's taken your purity,you still can't believe.You feel hurt and cheap and extremely naive.
If only your hair was blond and straight.If only you looked like you lost some weight.If only your clothes were a little bit tighter.If only your teeth were a little bit whiter.You know he's an ass,but you still want him.And you grieve about all of those qualities you lack.Beware of the players,they'll steal your heart.And give it back when its all torn apart
*El hombre perfecto*
Es casi imposible encontrar,un hombre que sea perfecto,yo voy a tratar de inventar,pero que sea asi no lo acepto.Un hombre que diga que si siempre,cuando la mujer le pida algo,que en el hogar no se siente,y no le moleste si salgo.Que ayude a preparar la comida,y recoger el reguero de la casa,que cuando salga llegue enseguida,o llame si algo le pasa.
Un hombre perfecto seria,el que no proteste y esté a gusto,que al menos se ría,y aporte a la casa lo que es justo.Que siempre me reciba con cariño,y que se siente conmigo a ver la televisión,que ayude a cuidar los niños,y que luego me preste toda la atención.
Que los viernes o dias feriados,decida salir conmigo,a lugares de enamorados,y no con un amigo.Que cuando la mujer le pida,que le dé un buen masaje,busque las cremas y enseguida,la ayude para que se relaje.El hombre perfecto está en su casa,en la tarde bien tempranito,llega de trabajar y se pasa,a su mujer dándole cariñitos.El hombre perfecto existirá,cuando el machismo se termine,la mujer por siempre lo amará,hasta que Dios lo determine.
*Palabra De Hombre*
¿Qué mujer creería en la palabra de un hombre?si hoy te dicen una cosa y mañana otra,quizás ellos en su mente ni te nombren,cuando la vida por ellos damos nosotras.Es muy fácil para el hombre decir una cosa,y luego terminar haciendo lo que quiere;uno espera de ellos cosas hermosas
y viene y te dice que ahora no puede.
La palabra del hombre suena a autoridad,pero sólo se queda en eso,(un rumor)Nosotras también tenemos seriedad,aunque a veces nos dá algo de pudor.La palabra de la mujer también cuenta,ya la palabra del hombre no está sola,cuando la mujer la lengua suelta,el hombre rápido viene y la ignora.La palabra del hombre no se puede creer,es muy raro que cumplan lo que dicen,aún así la mujer no lo deja de querer,aunque muchos de ellos siempre maldicen.
Hoy en día la mujer es más liberal,y mucho más firme en sus decisiones,el hombre con su palabra la quiere gobernar,pero eso ya hoy en día son superticiones.La palabra del hombre ha perdido validez,por culpa de ellos mismos con sus mentiras,la mujer hoy aprende con más rapidez,y ya no se sienten por ahi perdidas.Tú,hombre que lees este escrito,yo te reto a cumplir tus palabras,verás que todo lo que aquí yo he dicho es muy cierto y a mí tú no me ganas.
Soy mujer y te digo con todo mi orgullo,la palabra del hombre va después de la mujer,aún así mi corazón siempre será tuyo,porque eres el hombre que he llegado a querer.
*True Wealth*
I guess it’s all over.Our marriage has failed,I’m sorry I’m not what you thought you had nailed.No need to get dirty in times of divorce,You say you want everything;Baby!Of course!You take the house the car and the cat.The paintings,the silver,our West London flat.The jewellery,the dinner set,all of the chairs,the bookcase,the curtains,the French earthenware.
I’ll have the memories,the feelings,the thoughts,Of days when we’d smile at each other’s retorts.When words from the heart could tie up the tongue,And ballads of blue need never be sung.Go on,go ahead,help yourself,be my guest,To the silicon implants that hold up your chest.To the wardrobe of labels of last seasons taste,The cool diamante,the pearls and the paste.
I’ll keep the gallery that fills up my head,‘The picture’ ‘The Princess’ the day we were wed.I’ll relish reminders as I reminisce.The resonant warmth of a once loving kiss.Keep all the credit cards,take all the cash,Add it to what you have probably stashed.The business is yours and all of the shares.Those hard sweating years,but why should you care.Imagine the happiness all this can bring,A ‘material girl’ with material things.Possessions are allies of simplicity.For what is true wealth remains within me.
